Winners and Losers

Congratulations to Viki and Jeane for being the 2 winners of some little felt hearts. Viki please send me you snail mail address and Jeane your hearts go out in tomorrow's mail! Thank you to everyone who stopped by my blog and left a comment,hey thanks even if you just stopped by and took a peek. Fifty posts! Can you believe it? I'm still not sure what direction I am going in with this blog because sometimes I want to rant and then I restrain myself from posting,sticking to the colorful, pretty stuff. Which is all well and fine but only a part of who I am. Who I am is what I am working on,trying to discover. Do we ever really know?
As you may know I am being treated for severe clinical depression and part of that treatment includes therapy. I think my doctor is great and she pushes me,ehich I need. Anyway, I have come to the realization that alot of my negative feelings and behaivors are related to my feeling betrayed by my physical body. Has anyone else ever had this feeling? How doyou get over, around,through it? I think I may have a lot of suppressed anger about it. It sucks but I keep on trying. What else can I do?
So much for my bitchin'. I am going out in a little while (maybe a little shopping?) and will post more when I get home. I hope everyone had a wonderful Valentine's being with those you love and/or doing what you love.